Do people believe because they are determined to do so?
Penguins and the Big Bang
I have become a neophyte science geek. When I started my journey away from Adventism I didn't realize I would become a nerd. Initially all my thinking was wrapped up around moral and spiritual questions. As I became more comfortable in my own semi-buddhist agnostic skin an unintended side-effect took place. I blame it on The March of the Penguins. I saw this movie with my Kindergarteners. Without my creationist goggles on I really started to marvel at how the penguins came to be. I researched penguins for quite awhile afterwards. Then I started researching amphibians for a thematic unit. I must have watched this video of the Surinam Toad over and over again. Sooo gross but soooo cool! Next I blame auto-tune. For some reason I was watching videos that had been auto-tuned and I came across this one with Carl Sagan and Stephen Hawking. Funny but strangely moving. Then i started reading about the vastness of space and the galaxies and the big bang. Radio Lab has b...
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I usually believe because something makes sense to me & fits with all the other things I understand to be true.
The more I learn about Adventism, Ellen White, Religious history & Christianity itself, the more sense everything makes.
I feel sad that you've had the opposite experience. I feel like my parent's skepticism of EGW & reluctance to stress it to me at home & my lack of it at SDA schools made me confused because I only had part of the puzzle pieces.
I never attended a revelation seminar until I moved to Colorado. I never knew the history of our church until I took Adventist Heritage. I never watched 3ABN until I moved to Colorado.
I feel like my life is better than it ever had been, my life makes more sense than it ever has before.
I get along with Olin better than I ever have (I used to have a lot of anger & yell at him a lot & afterward be unable to remember why). It's all probably more due to my slowly developing personal relationship with Jesus & only enhanced by the additional knowledge that I've gained that helps put all the puzzle pieces together for me.
@Alilia. I am glad that you feel your life has improved and you have grown as a person. I won't deny the effect that your religious experiences have had on you. I think that many religious and spiritual traditions provide a mirror whereby we can see ourselves for how we truly are, and these traditions also teach practices for improving our characters. (e.g. prayer, charity) Christianity has shaped me for the better in many ways and it continues to shape me. I just can't be sold out to a belief system anymore because I have seen and experienced positive changes apart from Christianity.
I just think people need to be careful to defend their beliefs because they believe they have the truth rather than defend their beliefs because they belong to an organization. Does that make sense? I defend the Bible because I believe it's true, not because I'm a Christian and that's what we're supposed to believe.